Whose Really in Charge

Sometimes it is really easy to actually think that we are in charge of everything is going on. Often when stuck in this mode I find myself pretty humbled when I get out of the doing of things and actually take a break to reflect. I find that there were many answered prayers and miracles that had occurred. I had just failed to be in the spiritual practice of gratitude to notice.
Looking back at my trip I now see how much synchronicity I was actually graced with. Even though I thought that I was alone that was not the case. When I was able to go with the flow I am now astounded at some of the amazing things that happened. They were not necessarily what I thought I wanted but it was exactly always what I needed at the time. I actually had whole days that were planned out for me. It reminded me that the Law of Attraction is not necessarily just thinking you want something but actually being at the vibration to accept it when it does happen.
This is really the good news bad news part of the Law of Attraction. It is a huge responsibility when you look back and realize in some way you ask for everything that happens to you. I know that I am a co creator in my world but often times I forget what I actually asked for. Did I ask to miss the bus or did I ask for a certain experience that the bus I missed couldn't provide? I am going to go for the later mostly because my spiritual ego would not actually want to admit that I had any thoughts to the contrary. The list of these opposing thoughts we send out is endless. "I couldn't possibly get up for that bus." "What am I going to miss if I get on that bus?" The list is endless.
All in all I believe that we have signed up for certain lessons in this playground called earth and many of our adventures are included in that divine plan. Sometimes it is really a relief to know that I have a soul, guides and God that are keeping track of all this for me. So that all in all I never really get more than the proverbial skinned knee in the big picture of this journey called my life. This I am truly grateful for the knowledge that I do have free will but the navigating team is extensive. It is a blessing to have God in charge. So I will try my best not to make him laugh by telling him/her my plans. Well not too often I do think everyone needs a good laugh once in a while even God.